Truly spoken like a sigma male INTJ.
This is the truth of the human condition, you make it what you want it to be.
And making it about nothing is also a statement.
Wasted potential? I only owe my life to my parents. I tried paying them back but they did not accept anything monetary.
As for society I tried being one of the boys when I was 5 years old but I just could not dumb myself down to the stupid social territorial games normies have gotten going on.
The only answer left is to improve, reproduce and thrive.
Except you do not need to actually do any of that because you do whatever the hell you want. I just wonder how I will feel like on my death bed, will I think about all the things I could have done or will I just accept that I was born in the wrong era?